Monday, March 12, 2012

Back alone...!!!

There comes a point in life when you are back alone to that place in life where it all started… though it might just leave you drained out and deserted..much worse than how it was before.... for that is the way with life… we all tend to live within our limitations… till one day… life shows you a beautiful dream…of how meaningful life could have been…how complete and precious…and worth living… you refuse to wake up from that dream… even when its dawn and the dream has left you… you yearn for a little more of time..to cling on to that beautiful serene dream which gives meaning to your existence and breathe life…

Many of us love to live a life of denial… a fabulous belief that no one has left… everything is just like before… that life of your dreams… of unconditional love ..is just within your reach… dream on till we get done with our time here… a priceless irreplaceable feeling…

Sreenivas sir has been my most favourite singer… something I feel in his voice no one else has.. this mesmerizing ghazal by the legend Mehdi Hassan stunningly rendered by Sreeni sir is sure to touch your soul….’Renjish hi sahi’ from the album ‘Timeless classics’ is one songs for the keeps… one song..each one of us will relate to at some stage of life… the so real..close to life lyrics..depicts love of the most unconditional kind…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3F7puIHl0k

The word unconditional has been my personal favourite ever since I have known love…for that’s how sometimes we all are… we just love..expecting nothing in return.. nothing at all..when the love we have for the other person becomes enough for both ..when you feel its been long since you have been deprived of the pain of longing… when you wish the other one came back to you..if only to make you shed tears..and experience the feel good pain of being in love… a person without love is like a barren desert… … The song coveys that emotion where you yearn to let the tears come in to your life..so that they can water your earlier deserted soul…

Love of that kind.. when you long to have the one you love come back…if only to shut those last few candles of hope… if not for the beautiful bond u shared, atleast for the sake of the love you still carry in your soul… even if that person is upset with you.. come back once for that dream you are still clinging on to… it does not happen often that someone decides to continue loving despite of that incompleteness in absence… for it is so true that… when someone walks out ..the only way to have them live on is to never stop loving them…

Love is sometimes not showing to the world that you are in love..love is sometimes just being a silent presence in the other person’s life… just be like a shadow… who is with them through out their journey..but can never be together… blessed are the ones who get to experience unconditional love… for its then you learn to believe.. believe in belief itself.. that no matter what..this is it for you …for the rest of the years to come… coz not every thing is happily ever after… you just love… and let your love be…


“Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, and for once; just once, come back though to leave again...”

PS: This post goes out for my serene dream…. I refuse to wake up for life… I owe my life to you…