Saturday, February 4, 2017
Reflections !!!
Monday, November 30, 2015
The truth about forever!!!!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Life…death…dreams…love…or the lack of it!!!!!
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Desert rain...!!!!!

Winter in this desert city is definitely having its effect on me… right now …looking outside my window pane , watching the dark clouds ready to pour out those life giving drops of rain any second… got reminded of this unbelievable composition by ARR, rendered brilliantly by Sadhana Sargam… ‘Naina neer bahaye’ … from the well acclaimed movie.. ‘Water’ . Can relate completely to Tagore’s mood when he penned “Clouds come floating into my life…no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add colour to my sunset sky…”
Love! That beautiful magnificient emotion that we can try to define time and again… and every time come up with a whole new perspective…the sense of belonging…the undenyable sense of longing that comes along with it….there is never a state like..I have enough of love in my life…we always long for a little more of it…perhaps the only thing in this world everyone would be greedy of…I feel we all learn to love not when you find out what makes the other person laugh.. but when you find out what makes the one you love shed a tear…
The sight of rain… always makes me experience a whole lot of emotions.. helps me cleanse out a lot of stain and scars that I carry along most often…when mind and soul undergoes ‘C’atharsis…emotional cleansing like they say… love is one such divine emotion that oozes out life into the earlier drained out lifeless soul…that one emotion which has you and me mystified forever…
This track amazingly captures the intensity of pain that love quite often brings along..Like the poet who said “Let your tears come..let them water your soul…”Life throws in a lot of surprises .. it is when you feel that now on..am going to be in a particular way that a sudden change of season happens..making you fall in and out of love every now and then..when you cling on to that one ray of hope and breathe life..Many a time it happens that your tears fall endlessly for a person who never really was yours.. when you miss someone whom you were never really with..still you love..hopelessly..unconditionally…with all your heart..and let your silence do all the talking…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwU0PuFIUP8
‘Naina neer bahaye’ is one haunting melody which will make you experience the pain of seperation.. this mighty impressive track will make you yearn for that bit more of love.. make you long for someone… and live on..
“When love beckons to you, follow him,Though his ways are hard and steep…And when his wings enfold you yield to him..Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you…And when he speaks to you believe in him.. To know the pain of too much tenderness…To be wounded by your own understanding of love;And to bleed willingly and joyfully…To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving”
PS : This post goes out for the one who poured that divine love into my life…
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Colours of my sunset sky!!!

Our mind is an enigma.. a mysterious nest of a whole sea of emotions. All those emotions which make us fall in love love…laugh.. shed tears..smile and live. Sometimes.. how much ever you try to resist the mesmerizing emotion called ‘love’ it just takes you in to its unknown depths and make you experience a zillion things…One song that stunningly captures this beautiful ‘helplessness’ of mind is ‘Sonnalum kelpathille’ from the Tamil movie, ‘Kadhal virus’. The movie sadly didn’t make it big.. but the amazing sound tracks still remain a favourite of many music lovers. None other than the musical maestro ARR can come up with spellbinding tunes like this every time he creates music..
This is one thing about the musical genius ARR.. he springs out fabulous surprises each time when you need them the most. Each track in the movie has its own uniqueness and the album was undoubtedly a trend setter in Tamil industry. In the classy ARR way.. he has brought together a talented bunch of singers to make the album as stunning as it can get. Unnikrishnan and Harini are at their best in the song which brilliantly captures the varying shades of love.. that yearning for a new sunrise every time the sun fades away in the darkness of each night…that very helplessness that makes you dream with your eyes wide open…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Pv1hNJoqus
Someone rightly said once… “Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings.. always darker.. emptier and simpler..” The sound track breaks all the conventions and introduces a contemporary rejuvenating feeling which comes as a relief every time you need that ‘come back’ to the amazing world. One track which talks about the amazing thing called hope… hope that tells you that..all that we are takes birth with our thoughts..with our thoughts.. we make our world..
A person in love is like a river flowing to merge into the sea.. in the end.. all things merge into one and it flows..In love, there are no distinctions..no differences.. when in love all we need that one star in our skies to dream our dream every day…resistance to obedience sometimes becomes the beauty of love..where you break through all barriers..and reach out for that horizon..
It is true that ‘ we cannot appreciate the beauty of sunrise unless we have waited in darkness.’…but again at sunrise some of us fight to stay awake.. just to pass through that magical journey of our dream yet again..there is always that longing to escape from the live we live while we are awake… to just lose ourselves in the blissful emotion..
“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now… and a river runs through it”
PS: Angel.. you are a stunningly brilliant photographer :) serenity will endorse your pics starting this post :) cudnt find a better pic :)
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Back to where you belong... !!!!

Those moments when you start yearning for that safety blanket...the security of a relationship..when you want to view things differently and come out as a new individual altogether after the catharsis... this particular song from the Tamil movie "Paarthale Paravasam" conveys this looking back and rectification amazingly well.."Azhage sukhama" is an unbelievably soulful song..Srinivas Sir and Sadhana Sargham have just done 110% justice to this marvellous composition by ARR.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebLeDwkwAhw&feature
Saturday, October 24, 2009
For a better tomorrow..!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knubvDUdurM
Friday, June 26, 2009
Longing…!!!!!

Sometimes I feel that we are all prisoners in the glass house of dreams.. from where can see sunrises and sunsets and you live in the hope of being able to get into the world outside where you have always wanted to be…I have always wished for hope to be like stars.. the darker the night..the brighter they shine..and that you should live your life to the fullest that in the end..when it’s the sunset of your life…there will be nothing left for the inevitable to steal from you..
We should keep this spark alive.. the longing to live.. to smile..to love..to be loved..One song that has been haunting me…and which is so profound in its lyrics is ‘Shauk he’ from the movie ‘Guru’. It was used as Meenu’s (Vidya Balan’s)theme music in the movie and undoubtedly remains my favourite track from the album. Kudos to Soumya Rao, the exceptionally talented singer for her exceptionally brilliant singing!!! You are just fabulous..stay blessed!Gulzar sahib’s lyrics is divine it has that heavenly touch as ever!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeOTYd2mSaE&feature
We are all here to ‘live’..not just to ‘exist’..Like Ayn Rand once said.. “Do not let the spark in your soul perish..in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach..The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is possible, it is real..its yours….” Instead of thinking about what we are missing let’s think about what we have that others are missing...life becomes much more pleasant that way..you feel blessed
Let's long for that spark..the spark of a dream in our lives..a new hope and a new sunrise..and when todays’ sun has set to sleep in the silence of another night..let me long to keep that spark of my dream alive..and close my eyes listening to the soulful song of my hope.... I long for!!!!
“Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light, I have loved the stars too fondly ..to be fearful of the night…”
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Conditions Apply!!!!!!

These days everything and everyone comes with a tag attached.. most of the times is so.. The one good thing about such situations is that you then try to make the most of what you have with you..coz you know sooner or later..it is going to be your ‘then’..I feel what we all fail to realize is the fact that life in itself is temporary and uncertain..We are all visitors to this place..this time..we are just passing through..If we start viewing everything this way..life can be made a celebration .. something worth living..
It is very easy to say “I quit, I give up.. when am all alone nothing is good enough for anyone else.. it seems this is the best way to be..When am by myself no one else can say Good Bye..” what is more important is to be like Kahlil Gibran once proposed “But let there be spaces in your togetherness and let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love.. let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.”
‘Rehna Tu’ from the movie ‘Delhi 6’ has this magnificent lyrics that will haunt you day and night. Prasoon Joshi has done a fantabulous job as always and the music by ARR needs no introduction. This one song will remind you of the need to accept situations and people the way they are and about the magic of unconditional love. Like Tagore once said.. “If you want to enjoy the beauty of a flower..don’t pluck its petals..let it be..” ‘Rehna Tu’ is fabulous and will just ease your mind and let it float among the unknown skies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkbrQcjiy10&feature
Let there be no tags attached. Let love not come with a date of expiry.. It is a wonderful feeling..a weird one :) when you know that the end of something beautiful is coming but you still want to hold on.. for few more seconds so that it can hurt a little more..when you sit back and think after years.. when you are in the dawn of your journey called life..So let it rain love.. let this drizzle last in our dreams..as a soothing touch of relief in the wounds once made..
“You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday…or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday..for it was not into my ears you whispered but into my soul…I hold it true whatever befall”
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Celebration of motherhood!!!!

Started getting this feeling exactly a year before when I first saw her pitter patter her ways into my life. I felt so content…felt that.. well..now there is something that I have to take care of..pamper..nurture and see growing up…It has been said that we need just three things in life.. Something to do, something to look forward to and someone to love
Ettan- For being that gentle breeze of my life all these years..stay blessed
Mejoettan- For keeping the music in me alive..
Sandipettan and Mamtachechi- For making me believe that unconditional love exists even now
Praji aka Luttu- For being my pillar of strength..my best friend for life
Manu aka Chaai D Celeb aka the thoughtful one- For keeping my spirits alive calling my posts ‘K’ serial …lol..You are one amazing friend
Gulfu aka my web guru- For all those html edits..comments and pep talks…thanks pal
My favourite butterfly- For stopping me from deleting ‘Serenity’ one of those days .. Love you for this and for many other reasons
Gopi aka the sweetest one- I don't believe you actually edited your about me on orkut and put up a note about 'Serenity' am still smiling with my eyes filled
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_bVG1fluw8
And since the wind blows in my face…I sail with every wind….”
Monday, March 23, 2009
Let there be rain!!!!

It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. But there is an element of surprise to it…..like summer rains… It is a beautiful creation. Kind of brings out the mystery in you and me. Some songs and some people are like summer rain. They come into your life when you least expect them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdFAbPbgHmY